valar—dohaeris replied to your post: 10. A Clash of Kings by George R. R. Martin

prepare buckets of creys for ASoS :D

I’m so scared but I can’t waiiit XDD

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Oh. My. God. I don’t even know what to say.

ALL THE DETAILS AND ALL THE CHARACTERS AND THE TIMELINES. Jesus fucking Christ, how does he do it? 

Also, wheee, kill ALL THE CHARACTERS. Omg XD

Anway, I’m just gonna shut up and start reading ASoS.

Mom, when I say “Stop annoying me”, I mean “Stop telling me the same things over and over again and making me feel like shit.”

I know about all my fucking flaws, you don’t have to point them out every day. I know you want to see some change but this is not helping.

I’ve reached that point again where I just lie here and literally don’t do anything.

I don’t even want to watch vlogbrothers videos or Supernatural.

Also I haven’t talked to my Mom today at all except for a “Hi” when she came into my room and then left again. Maybe she doesn’t want to talk to me, maybe she’s just disappointed that I “did nothing” all day in her opinion, which isn’t quite true, but fine. I can’t tell for sure because we haven’t talked to each other.

And it’s just making me anxious about tomorrow, because she doesn’t work on Wednesdays which means she’s here all day and she’s probably going to start complaining about me being lazy again.

I’m not doing it on purpose, I swear. I tried cleaning the kitchen today and it just left me feeling useless and frustrated. Yes, I forgot that I can do things like laundry and I’m sorry but I just don’t walk through the house thinking “Hmmm, what could I do now?”. And I know that’s probably not the best way to handle things but it just makes me feel like I’m a complete failure when I hear the same complaints over and over again.

I know I should do more chores but I shouldn’t be feeling this way, either.