Apparently I have severe iron deficiency and my thyroid is also not okay.
I finished it and submitted it and it was even longer than the homework I did in November so yay!
I’m basically just filling this essay with empty words but it’s better than nothing and I’m almost halfway done so that’s good too.
I hate myself so much :(
valar—dohaeris replied to your post “How do people find the motivation to do things? How do people do…”
it’s not even motivation, it’s mostly just pure anger at system that says “either do this or you’re fucked” and i’ll be damned before i let that happen so i always end up doing what’s necessary no matter how boring it might be :/
Hmm, I guess that’s true.
I just wonder what it says about me that I’d rather give up and not do anything at all instead of getting my shit together.
How do people find the motivation to do things? How do people do things they don’t 100% want to do?
Ya know, it would be really helpful if I didn’t get the urge to stab myself whenever I’m doing anything remotely important.